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  • bean town* vs the bean scene

    after dropping off sm at the train station this morning, i dragged my poor decaffeinated self to a local coffee brewerie, the Bean Scene, located in the convenient downtown Mountain View just minutes from my horrific parallel parking job. i've been trying to detox from my expensive habit, an effort made infinitely easier by the dearth of a car in the suburbs, a state that in the sprawling norcal equates to house arrest.

    first few days were headache-ridden, followed by the worst side-effect of all: rapid weight gain (especially sans daily dose of diuretic)...which i nursed sorrowfully with more food and therefore five more pounds. if there is anything that northern california has NOT a dearth of, it's good, cheap, authentic chinese food. i think my arms swelling up was the last straw...i needed my fix.

    ~*~*~

    coffee couture is a strangely accurate barometer of the population. to put it in a general equation:

        neuroticism of population = number of coffee shops per square block/population density

    when i was interviewing in midtown, for example, i encountered six starbucks within three blocks of the office. ny in general seems to have fast coffee, a little strong even for my dead tastebuds, fairly expensive (but quality insured by fierce competition that quickly makes the mediocre go under).

    boston has the cheerful pretentious coffee that i have grown to absolutely love, with only one common bad effect: the hoity toity refusal to consider dietary concerns in sheer culinary snottiness. at upstairs in the square, for example, the waitress huffily denied my skim  cappucino request  (though i suppose skim lattes really do taste like water to those who are used to the real thing.)


    at aqua in SF on wednesday, for example, which is probably the last expensive meal i will ever willingly pay for myself until i get kicked out of my job, the cappucino i ordered tasted fantastic (then again, at $6.99 a cup, what doesn't taste fantastic?) most importantly, the answer i got to a very timid request for skim was answered with a puzzled, "of course! you could even have it with non-pastuerized, organic, or soy if you want." god bless californians (and our health-freak natures.)

    in any case, back to the bean scene...i sipped the coffee and honestly, barely noticed it. it tasted an awful like the weather; pleasant, steady, and incredibly unnoticable. i call the weather here un-weather. the coffee itself was, i think, on the whole pretty decent, somewhat watered down, simply and unassumingly comfortable. that's my California coffee...with really sounds a lot like my California.

    *can someone tell me why boston is called bean town? i really don't get it. aside from the fact that it begins with a b and ends with an n, like bean.

    ***

    anyway, daily dose of pictures :) thanks sm and wil for coming to visit!!!


    one epic ghiradelli's sundae, three hungry girls, equals no sundae and three not-so-hungry girls.


    attack!


    l'fraise d'aime (i'm sure i translated that wrong...). the strawberry of love. because of karen's incredible cuteness, we got this baby for free from the eager young asian store clerk. score!


    a moment monumental in history...wilfred cutting into his first in-n-out burger. indeed, i wept.


    ambiguous picture. i think i'm pointing at the mannequin's boobs.


    yay union square...and strolling :) what a beautiful day...

  • so i graduated...

    hehe :) i am now an alumna. which, by the way, is the ugliest word imaginable.
    theoretically, i'd be joining other harvard alums to venture out into the real world, ready to (oh, what are the platitudes again? forge new beginnings? lead organizations of young men and women as leaders of the future? or what?) but...actually, i'm joining the majority of my readership as young confused adults who really still belong to the idealistic bubble of academia. this i say as i freeload off of my parents' endless supply of honey bunches of oats.

    pictoral diagramme of the three days...


    me, juan, and christina pretending to be scientists


    finally, a john harvard statue shot. my roommates were unconcerned with sitting on the ledge...i was hesitant but decided to keep my mouth shut.


    me, my mother, and the charles...


    the donning on the gowns


    my mother trying to be cute


    my mother looking up at The Great Flags of Harvard


    sittin on the widener steps. from the way we're dressed, you can guess we're not in the mood to do much book-learnin'


    i hate graduation hats.

    me and my twin ;)

    COLLEGE GIRLS GONE WILD!


    congrats classes of 2006...everywhere in the world!

    flashback to my MV graduation...oh, the places we will go :)

  • currently hunting for: cute coffeeshops in the cupertino/san
    jose/toga/paly area...please leave me suggestions if you know of any!
    i'll be studying for the m-meows (my mom's kind and gentle rendition of
    mcats) for most of the time i'll be in cali and um...caffeine isn't
    just nice, it's sort of a necessity. oh burdick's, i will miss thee...

    so
    far i've not been that successful finding good places to get my fix;
    the east coast really is much more convenient as far as finding
    expensive places offering delicate brews and sugary confections (gaw,
    since i began reading vogue every time i work out on the elliptical, it
    shows in the writing). my very short list of places to visit at least
    once:

    International Coffee Exchange
    14471 Big Basin Way

    Saratoga,

    CA
    95070

    intriguing because it's supposed to have fantastic coffee, but listen to this review by "Raymond G" on yelp.com:
    "as far as good coffee goes it's here...when i come here i
    know i'll be served a great cup of coffee. it's fresh and brewed to
    perfection....it wouldn't  be a
    place i could sit and hang out and work all day. the clientele is
    usually the elder saratogans...it's not the
    place for young teens and the south bay pseudo intellect-hang out."

    geez,
    elder saratogans? bleh...i guess they won't be peering over my shoulder
    to stare perplexedly at my organic molecules worksheets though, always
    a plus.

    Prolific Oven

    18832 Cox Ave

    Saratoga,

    CA
    95070

    "Raymond G"'s take on this one:
    "god i wish i could give this place high ranks. but unfortunately, it
    fails to deliver a good decent cup of coffee."

    yup, sounds like a coffee snob, just like me! ie. i wouldn't like the place.


    Dana Street Roasting Co.

    744 W Dana St

    Mountain View,

    CA
    94041

    "David K" on yelp.com writes: "good coffee, good wifi, good people." nice!
    "Charles
    H": I thought Starbucks was supposed to kill off all of the quirky,
    interesting coffee shops in most areas. Thankfully, Dana Street was not
    a casualty." sweet!

    this one sounds promising. i heart downtown moutain view. ooh and look, there's a picture!!


    courtesy of yelp.com


  • apples lined up on lamont shelf during reading period

    i got to eat one for each half hour i was there. great way to keep the blood glucose levels high while watching the time pass...
    at the end of two hours i was done with my tokyo reading. and very sick of apples.


    eliot dhall getting taken over by la comida chinesa.

    ben was so psyched...on our vacation in rome:

    me: i love this place!
    ben: yeah. the buildings are nice but i couldn't live here
    me: why?
    ben: there's no asian food.

    (shortly after, we were 2 steps away from going to this horrendous looking chinese restaurant called Double Dragon in Florence...imagine! there was an even seedier looking place called Yuan Ming a block down - bad omen, that's my ex-bf's chinese name.)


    roomies getting dolled up


    carol and the crawfish incident

    james brought back a crawfish randomly from an owl dinner...it was alive and SO freaky-looking. drunken domestic battle ensued. carol then stepped on it, spilling the guts conveniently all over our ratty gray rug.


    lyn ada gets married in our room

    by a random italian visiting professor. and an imaginary ring.


    cindy = hot girl
    me = trophy husband (who is secretly gay. check out the dior belt!)


    restaurant week...at the blue room. lynne looking super cute...maiko with cute maiko smile...bushra looking professorial...and that HUGE glass of wine!


    weekend with elaine...after her makeup job and my coloured contacts, they actually didn't want to let me into grafton st (kept on asking for alternate form of ID.) do i really look that different?


    me and canina's butts as we stroll to the booze cruise...

    me: take a picture of us walking!
    schonmei: of your butts?!


    wine, cheese, and disgruntled cindy.

  • in honour of my tokyo exam this afternoon....

    yayyy pikapika!

  • currently seeking...a gay husband to do fabulous things with.

    please please help me find one or better yet, volunteer yourself! i'll make you delicious food...!

  • Free association, part I.

     

    Running from A to B

    "I once asked one of my students, what’s the quickest way to
    get from point A to point B? I guarantee you’ll give me the wrong answer. He
    said: going directly from A to B. It was wrong because the point isn’t the word
    directly, it’s the word going; the quickest way to get from A to
    B isn’t simply walking from A to B, but running." -Nobuo Matsumoto

     

    I’ve become somewhat of a true East Coaster in my dedication
    to shortening the time as much as possible between point A and B; hardly a move
    in the bohemian direction, but a very positive push in the efficiency direction. visiting stanford during my sophomore year, for example, made me realize finally the difference between the two ivy leagues of east and west; at stanford, the 70 degree weather made it easy to stay and chat with a friend of a friend for 45 minutes (me: don't you guys have finals?), whereas here, a wave would be luxurious greeting enough.

     

    A cultural shock: the inadequacies of public transportation.
    It is simply inconceivable for someone who grew up at 70 mph to factor in about as much travel time as time spent actually at one's destination. Albeit, my car back home (a
    ‘96 “Asian mom” Camry) isn’t exactly a 0 to 60 in 4 seconds affair, but driving for an hour on that darn thing, in any
    direction, would take me a) to Gilroy, b) halfway to Sacramento, or c) all the
    way past San Francisco and fifteen minutes into the bay. taking the T for an hour, in Boston, might get me to...maybe Newton.

     

    Ritalin and Adderall

    You lose weight, you feel great, you concentrate. How is
    that possible? Better grades, while looking great? The answer:
    prescription-grade amphetamines.

     

    Somnorexic or anorexic (or both), you’d appreciate the
    effects of this wonder drug if you’re even 0.1% affected by the media. My
    neurobiology thesis was originally on the underappreciated effects of these
    overprescribed drugs, which are the modern day counterparts to speed and meth
    (crude!) Though not as potent as causing the mania commonly associated with bipolar
    disorder patients forgetting to take their lithium, they really are the female
    perfectionist’s panacea.

    (until they realize the negative side effects, which include long-term changes in brain function similar to those induced by amphetamines and cocaine)

    MDs are the genetic engineers of today. Quoting my advisor:
    if I had a daughter, I would be super careful of these things. What little
    girl’s dream do they not fulfill?
    Better question: why are you considering prescribing them to her? 

  • sitting at burdick's right now, loitering by myself with a spot of english breakfast tea and a warmed raspberry leaf pastry...

    sitting to my left is a couple duking it out about the kid strapped
    unceremoniously to the front of the woman, who seriously looks like
    death. (the kid, on the other hand, is so cute and small btw...i love
    it!) she's dressed in a dark gray ruffly shirt that accentuates her
    haggard features and facial skin sagging to her lactating breast,
    replete with a skirt the worst shade of black (not-quite black so it
    just looks, well, dirty and depressing.) her hair has been hap-hazardly
    pulled away from her face but still falls in limp straggly wisps across
    her oily eyebrows.

    it's not like the man looks like brad pitt, alright, but the contrast
    is quite striking nonetheless. him: bright-eyed, bushy-tailed,
    never-given-birth-and-never-will fresh-faced. clean, pressed maroon
    cashmere sweater sans burp stains. pleated pants. smiley blue eyes rimmed with professorial glasses.

    man: i'd like to take you out to dinner tonight honey
    woman: are you serious?
    man: what?
    woman: i'm getting a little tired that's all.
    man: we'll go somewhere simple, close to the square.
    woman: i cannot get him from the carseat to the high chair. i do not
    want to carry him anymore. I CANNOT EAT with him STRAPPED here in FRONT
    of me-
    man: please don't raise your voice honey, it's a coffeeshop
    me: (thinking) wow...f'awkward...i wish i was farther away, dammit. *sinking into chair*
    woman: we need to get a stroller, jim.
    man: okay, we will get a stroller-
    woman: you don't understand, we need a stroller because i cannot move him without it, my back hurts, you don't understand, it-
    man: OK, we will get a stroller.
    woman: (whine whine)
    man: mrrrrr?
    woman: (whine whine)
    man: mrrrr.
    woman: (WHINE WHINE WHINE WHINE)

    the husband came in when i came in, bright-eyed and bushy-tailed,
    excited to "refresh" his haggard wife with a demitasse from the coffee
    shop, and now it's really exploded into a fight. his crime? not
    realizing that giving birth is to a woman's hormones as earthquake is
    to 1923 kanto. it's sad, but just now, a very cute burdick's girl with short cropped hair waltzes by and...his eye wanders.

    damn it all, i've decided in recent days that i do want some form of posterity. GAH! but such pain! according to our psych professor, the leading strain on all marriage is children. not only are you stressed, you (THE WOMAN), get whiney, moody, flustered, and undeniably busted.

    well, in the footsteps of angelina i go...

  • live, and let live
    love, and let go
    sing, after you've forgotten the lyrics
    forget, after you've been forgiven

    happiness is ephemeral, cruel, brutally fleeting
    time fades, leaves grey, fabric wears
    hone in on something beautiful, minute, forgotten
    else, how would we human creatures survive?

    ***

    currently i miss...

    being spoiled at the ritz. in a bout of hahhh-vahhd ness (you're mispronouncing this, by the way, if you don't say it in that obnoxious pseudo-british harvard faculty sort of way, while sniffing from your laquered snuffbox) the seven of us attended le fabulous erika's graduation party, surrounded by old-school glam.

    the ritz-carlton is situated, quite ironically (or not so ironically) a short 10 minute walk from the grungy spoiled-turnip-ness that is chinatown. before i headed over to rendezvous with the more fabulous side of my life i took the T from another grungy pocket of boston (hms bio labs) and braved torrential rain and a slick sheen of mud to scope out none but the crappiest chinese supermarket in chinatown. after getting lightly sprinkled by soy sauce, shrimp slime and god-knows-what-else, i scampered across the boston common and observed (with a slight sense of disgruntledness) the slow shift from sniffly to stuffy. yes, i am allowed to hate on boston chinatown because cupertino, while 60% asian (or something crazy like that), is more like a china-suburb...or actually, more accurately, a korea-taiwan-india suburb.

    the party turned out to be absolutely fabulous (a la erika)...i'm especially addicted now to the currant scones (i had 4...two of my own, and two of josh's. that's what he gets for being so nice...haha)

    oh yes, and me and maiko are sisters :) i absolutely hearted her dress.

    ***

    i then headed, in my black velvet peep-toes, through the mud and smushed veggie-lined avenue that is beach st. to obtain about 40 lbs of groceries a la chinese supermarket in chinatown. it was ridiculous, trying to carry all that while teetering on 3 inches of pure vanity.

    but, behold, a rare sight to be seen...

    WOW judith being domestic?!

    anyway, as rare an occassion as it is, i managed to pull it off. just this once. calling my mom very 5 minutes or so, and giving myself a gigantic gash in the finger in the process. if i die of some raw-meat-into-bloodstream related disease most of y'all out there are premed so you'll be getting a call.

    so can i cook dinner? (can you believe, i almost forgot to pull the label off of the pot...) no f-ing way, right? well, for your information, it turned out fine, because here was the aftermath...

    mmmmm and these sesame-filled balls, the most package-ready thing on the menu, were so delicious...

  • rich women don't get fat

    (quick fixe versus prix fixe)

    pick one from each row:

    entrée

    legumes

    soupe

    plats principaux

    dessert

    the popular book French Women Don't Get Fat, by
    Mirielle Guiliano describes the phenomenon of the american binge diet;
    because food is eaten as substinence instead of enjoyment, and often
    consumed in vast amounts, people don't generally feel satisfied, and
    therefore eat a LOT to compensate.

    in the States, it's not just
    that we eat bigger portions..we eat portions saturated with fat and oil
    because they're underspiced and overcooked (sigh). i've noticed in the
    dhall people getting trays and trays of dinner with 3-4 entrees in
    effort to make up in quantity what they can't get in quality...(eg. not
    just a parm chicken, but parm chicken plus macaroni plus meat loaf plus
    emerald beef) even after they're full they go back and get more because
    the meal just wasn't satisfying. if we just had one satisfying,
    delicious entree i think most of us wouldn't have gotten our freshman
    25.

    pierre bourdieu's theory:
    people of differing social classes prefer different types of sustenance
    anyway, due to differing expectations. people of a lower socioeconomic
    class would prefer things like big chunks of meat/heavy cheese because
    the guarantee of the next meal is not 100%. people of higher
    socioeconomic class tend to prefer things that are lighter (spiced
    fishes, for example, instead of beef stew, or in our case, salad
    instead of mcdonalds)

    in some way i feel like it applies
    here; most of the "movie star diets" you hear about in Vogue and Cosmo
    require 1. personal chef 2. ingredients from places more upscale than,
    say, Whole Foods and 3. mucho preparation. in the days i'm trying to
    save money in the science center, i tend to get the $2 pizza rather
    than the $7 large sushi. a 3-minute snack can either be a Peet's almond
    pound cake ($2) or a burdick's pastry ($4), a marginal difference but
    one that adds up after awhile...the gourmet pastry is much more
    satisfying, while the pound cake just...well...makes me crave more.

    anyway, what was the point of showing you all that food? it's funny; despite the fact that most of us are probably upper middle class, i'd really rather eat the "lower class" options (that onion in particular looks fantabulous). sometimes you just gotta have the quick fix you know?

    ~*~*~

    anyway, i'm very proud of this recipe...it tastes fantastic ;D
    1 contemplative salad (dhall style)
            dark greens
            pinch of gorgonzola cheese
            purple onions
            2 pieces canned pear
            half handful broken walnuts
           
    dressing: 2 parts balsamic vineger to 1 part pineapple or lemon juice,
    splash of organic olive oil, generous amount of oregano, pinch of
    garlic powder
    2 slices pita bread
    1 grilled chicken

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